did anyone notice that i blog regularly nowadays... i 'm so free at nite. everyday at work, i feel so damm tired. i've to go home st after work. i must slp early today. yet everynite i toss & turn on my bed for more than 1 hr.

hmmm... let see what i did yesthday. i trimmed & painted my nails, watched scv & surf net together. i put my mask on while reading CLEO magazine. i used to take a week to do all these stuffs. surprisely i did it all at once last nite... happy yet so farking lonely!!! arughz...

i have no one to chat with me. no one to complain my sorrow. no one to care abt my health. yesthday is the 5th nite i slpt alone. at 1st i thought he would visit me once a week. but... everything changed. dunno why. My tears jus rolled down. i doesn't want to "ren". i cried loudly, alone inside my dark & small bedroom. (sound so ke lian) all because of that stupid nightmare, woke me up!!! arughz... usually he will be beside me to console me & tap me slp... ... suan le. break up? no lah jus feel like as if we are already break off. i'm alone missing our sweet & happy moments. =(

this kind of feeling had been hiding deep inside my heart for the past 5 days. he kn0ws that i hates to eat alone. so he trys his best to accompany me for dinner. but guess what i get m0re hurt to see him alight b4 me. walking home alone. i would rather don't meet him at all. =(

so i suggested to go swimming. i found out that swimming can help mi reduce my sadness. i can let out emtioness. haix* n0w then i kn0w i depend on him so much so much... *haix*

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